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| 1) I understand why now at 12 to 14 years old I found billy Meier ufo texts, it was because I was looking for a reliable speaker, writer, source.
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| 2) why I continued reading now and again, they opened up many other things I couldn't resist but be interested in, I get bored by local folk.
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| 3) and why then I have continued reading now and again since, for over ten years, because every time I pick up a figu text I learn something valueable apparently, I have looked long and hard in every language for a comparably valueable source. I need it apparently, the actual answers, the truth, and Eduard is the only individual offering it.
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| 4) what isn't particularly clear even now is how for example some get incredibly wealthy by the financial decisions they make in life and in the same way others make decisions that puts them into other interest brackets such as an interest in organised crime. There are others that want to fit themselves into interest groups of say a religion or a gossip magazine or a local gym running group or a golf team or a bird watching club, or weather chasing team.
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| 4.1) Why then I have apparently landed inside an interest of many of the kinds of subjects that Eduard and the Plejaren discuss, but then the question is why do I have an interest in the big picture, and then the question is how then and where do I fit in to anything on Earth, given that as I said Eduard is the only individual offering the full truth, the conclusion then must be that I am somehow different to most others, and this is then where the disparity of difference occurs and the dilemma forms.
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| 5) I basically conclude think that minimising my exposure to any more truth is probably a good idea, given that I don't own high technology am dependent on my community as they are with me, that I cool everything down and just calm all things down, it's way too premature in the evolutionary sequence to have this knowledge and wise of me, which is why I have never particularly engaged, to relax and accept my reality and what is available within the short life I have, that I have no power, little responsibility. Having the whole truth is a weight of burden, because the real life sequence I am up against in my future is quite disagreeable and difficult its tough and it's horrifyingly tough when I conclude I may be fully awake for the time, having to go through all those social engagements with individuals who I know that if they were even willing to listen to me which they even couldn't possibly listen given what I said in point 4, that the information even if they had it they couldn't use it. In the same way that I for some reason or another don't fit well into the golf team or the football club.
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| 6) this then forms the basis for what I want to know about the Plejaren. At first I wanted to know about them, then about what they were saying vs doing, then the target audience, whether they were playing some delusional game with us. Then I moved into understanding the whys and the wherefore and the who and the what why in what sequences, then the bigger picture and then back to us the earth people, and now I can only look at us and myself.
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| 7) the most important thing I learnt is that less than 1% of all the information is relevant or useful to me during my remaining time.
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'We should meet even if once because we found the texts independently and apart from one another.
